I'm so bad at this! I'm so sorry.
Life is very interesting. There is just so much to do lately. I'm trying to get as much planning of the wedding as I can now so that I won't be a total lunatic when the day comes. So far, I've arranged the pictures, Shalise is doing the Flowers, and my good friend Brandi is doing my hair - God bless her.
Weston is growing so much. He's been getting in fights with his little toys and throws them EVERYWHERE! I thought for sure when he was born, he'd have my eyes. Not once have they been brown. Every once in a while, they'll be green, but for the most part they are an icy blue. He finds entertainment in some of the most random things. This morning he woke up around 4:30 and was just a talking like crazy and making some of the craziest noises ever! One of them I could have sworn sounded like he was barking. Jesse was nice enough to get up and feed him and lay him back down so I could get some sleep. I tend to get really grouchy when he wakes me up earlier than 6.
Jesse is doing super good. Today, he, Rick and I chopped wood together and got it all done in about 5 minutes. I'm so glad that Jesse still has his parents in his life.
When he was younger, (Rick has smoked for about 30 years or so) both of Jesse's parents got hit with cancer. Rick's was lung and Kellie's was brain stem. Kellie is still with us today, but you can still see some changes in her. She has a hard time remembering things. Rick has been battling his cancer for about 15 years now. He has been in remission at least twice. He went though treatments this past January and did awesome. In June, he started feeling, not too well. This time, he's decided not to go with treatments. He's been doing an Herbal remedy instead. The other day, he said to me "Last week I was the Hulk! Now I can't even be Superman no more.." We pray for him and love him dearly.
Jesse's getting excited for hunting season. Last fall, he saw a 6-pt but didn't have his licence at the time. His conscience got the better of him and he didn't shoot it. Now he's saying that I have to take Hunter's Ed. and if he doesn't get anything, he'll use mine and say that I got it. I guess that's kind of a smart idea... For him, atleast.
Since yesterday nine years ago made history, I'd like to say a few of my thoughts.
I was in 5th grade when the WTC and the Pentagon were hit. I really didn't understand it back then, but when I watched several of the programs on the History Channel, it really hit home as to how important that day was.
I was so grateful that I live where I live. Seeing what happened in the eyes of the actual witnesses, made me wonder what Weston is going to have to go through. I truly appreciate my freedom. I know a lot of people bashed on Bush. I firmly believe that he did what he thought was best at the time. Watching those accounts, I agree with him. I do wish, however, that it wouldn't have lasted this long.
Yesterday, 9 years ago, 3,000 people died. Of those, 413 were emergency officials. I admire those who are willing to give their lives for others, regardless of what may happen.
To those that survived, I wish I could ask you what you have done as far as change since that happened.
To those we lost, I know you were brave. I know you were as strong as you could have been at the time. I appreciate all you have done and wish I could give your families a hug. You're amazing.